Okay I'm going to get this out of the way right now. There is a ton of lemon-like material in this chapter. I know I totally spoiled the surprise right? Well I just wanted to warn anyone who reads at work that this chapter is definitely not work appropriate. Okay now that, that is said on with the show...
Firsts
On Tuesday I woke early making Edward the biggest breakfast my mind could imagine as thanks for the most amazing birthday a girl could ever have. He truly thought of everything and even though the night didn't end in the passion filled sex romp I had hoped for it did live up to every expectation I had. I could wait for the sex. Edward was certainly worth the wait.
After breakfast I gave Edward the proper thank you for all that he did for my birthday. There on the floor in front of his bar stool where he sat and ate his breakfast I got on my knees. I tried to be as quiet as I could so he couldn't see me and then when I got to him I pulled him out quickly before he could protest. He was still slightly hard from his typical morning wood.
"Bella what the hell are you doing..." He mumbled through his bite of food.
"Thanking you now shut up and relax." I said and then I took him in my mouth.
He hissed on contact and I could tell he was loving it.
It didn't take long, after some serious sucking and rough strokes he was shooting his hot streams in to my mouth.
He literally screamed my name at the end. I imagined that he might have been in need of a release.
The week dragged on, Edward worked long hours making up for the time he took off. I felt immensely guilty because he was making up for time that he spent with me. I was looking forward to the weekend though. Saturday was our first date and Friday we were having like a pre-date to tentatively go over everything and anything that had to do with our arrangement. I know he wasn't completely comfortable with everything but I wasn't letting him back out at this point.
Friday finally came after a grueling week that was mostly spent in the library. I was exhausted and really just needed a relaxing night. Edward understood and suggested we head to the Brick and Brew to discuss all the things we needed too.
Despite the fact that we had slept together in the same bed for the past few days he had made no move to touch me in anyway that wouldn't be strictly considered friendly.
I dressed in jeans in a t-shirt. I figured that if I didn't try too hard maybe he would feel less threatened? I don't know where my thought process was but I certainly didn't want to scare him away in anyway.
I walked to the restaurant knowing he would be driving me home. When I got there I noticed he was already there and looked a bit jittery.
"Hey." I said, softly when I reached his table.
"Hi." He replied, staring at the menu.
"So... How was your day?" I asked after I got situated in the booth.
"Long and tiring... It's been a long week actually. How was yours?"
"Ehh... I spent the morning in the library, slaving away." I explained.
"Sounds boring." He commented, still not looking at me.
"It was...."
"So listen, Bella, I've been thinking..." He began.
I knew exactly where this was going, he was going to tell me that he wanted to renege on the deal. My heart leapt out of my chest for a minute.
"I was thinking that maybe we should try to enjoy our dinner here and go home to discuss all that we need to... It's not really a public place topic." He said.
I was instantly relieved. "That sounds good." I admitted.
So we ordered our cheese pizza and our beers. We sat making light conversation while we chewed away. Everything felt good and comfortable. When we finished Edward ordered another pizza for home commenting that it was probably going to be a long night and grabbed a thirty pack out the refrigerated case. I laughed a bit.
He led us to his car, he still managed to open my door for me. Which I found completely impressive. He put the pizza and beer on the back seat and we were headed back to our lovely bubble. I was kind of anxious about what rules or suggestions he had.
He went in to the kitchen and set the pizza on the small table in there and then loaded the fridge with the beer. I smiled because this was our home and if we weren't here together it just wouldn't have ever been the same. Then I frowned thinking that my suggestion could ruin us. I could lose my best friend...
“Bella take a seat at the table… I’ll be right there.” He said over his shoulder.
“Okay.” I answered, pulling a chair out at the kitchen table. He sat directly across from me looking very serious and composed.
“So listen, I had an idea… I want both of us to be comfortable with this. “ He murmured, flipping through his school notebook.
“I do too.” I agreed.
“So I thought we could maybe… make some rules and stuff… you know?” He asked.
“Yeah that sounds like a good idea.” I agreed.
He got up and got us two beers, probably thinking the same as I was... how awkward this was going to be.
"Okay let's start with the basics... when, where... and ummm... how?" He suggested.
"Alright." I agreed.
"When would you like this to take place?" He asked.
"I'm hoping as close to the third date as possible."
"I think we can make that happen." He said, scribbling away in his notebook.
"So when is the third date?"
"I was kind of thinking that our third could be the Saturday after next?" He answered, but it sounded more like a question.
Hell I've waited five years... what's another two weeks.
"Okay."
"So I'd kind of like to surprise you with the where... if that's alright with you?" He asked.
"What it wouldn't be here?"
He shook his head no.
"Oh... I guess that's fine, but really I don't need all of this, I'm not fussy." I tried.
"Bella, please just give me this?" He pleaded.
"Okay."
"Now... umm... hows. Do you have specific requests? Or would you prefer standard missionary? Is there anything you'd like me to do?" He asked, sounding very sterile.
"Well I don't know... I guess I imagined that we would sort of just let it happen and what ever way it happened we would both be happy with." I explained.
"Okay, can I just offer some information to you?"
"Sure." I answered, wondering what the hell he was going to offer to me.
"You should know the benefits of the positions before you decide on which. See missionary is pretty much guaranteed to be the least painful position, but with that said it doesn't offer much control to you, which in turn may make you feel uncomfortable and tense up. Now we could try with you on top, it would offer you all of the control but it is said to be a little bit more painful. I plan to make this as painless as possible no matter what position you try." He reassured.
"Oh..." I said, I'm sure my mouth was gaping. I felt like I was being sold a car and those were all the different options. This wasn't sexy or romantic, it was all very frigid and removed.
"And then we need to go over some birth control options as well as lube. So let me know when you've digested that last piece and I'll continue." He said sounding like doctor performing a procedure instead of a best friend.
"Edward?"
"Yes?"
"Are you like really uncomfortable with this?" I asked nervously.
"Surprisingly... no... I just wanted to make sure you are well taken care of before hand." He explained.
"Well then can you lose the doctor voice and demeanor... I mean we're talking about sex... between you and me... and you act like it's some kind of procedure you're performing."
"Sorry Bella, I guess I was trying to do this for your benefit."
"Don't... I just want my normal best friend here." I said, honestly.
"Okay then. So what do you want Bella? Me on top or you riding away?" He asked, smirking like a cocky bastard.
"I trust you." I stated simply. "So I guess pain free would be the way to go." I answered.
"Alright." He commented writing that down in his notebook.
"So... umm... are you at least a little excited?" I asked, fidgeting.
"Yeah..." He said not looking up at me.
After a few more moments he turned his attention back to me.
"Do you want me to use a condom?" He asked. There it was... exactly what I was hoping to avoid by telling him that I was on the pill. I wanted to feel him... I wanted to feel all of him when he filled me. It was one of things I was very much looking forward too.
I shrugged.
"It's safer." He offered.
"I know... And this is probably going to sound weird, but I always kind of imagined my first time... Umm... natural?" I said, wincing at the last word.
"Alright I suppose that would be okay... how long have you been taking your pill?" He asked.
"Umm... just over a month." I answered.
"And have you had a cycle since you began?" He asked.
I shook my head no... this was starting to sound clinical again.
"Then you would be protected." He answered.
"So does that mean we don't have to use one of those icky things?"
He nodded.
"Good." I answered.
"You'll be my first..." He muttered, writing something more in the notebook.
"What do you mean?"
"How do I put this... You'll be the first I ever go bareback for...?" He said, blushing slightly.
"REALLY?" I said, almost yelling out of sheer surprise.
"Yes, really... I don't normally do those sorts of things... but I know you... and I know you're clean... and I trust you." He explained.
"Oh... Well thank you..." I said, feeling my heart swell with even more love for this man.
"Bella, if you want me to get tested for you I will, but I was just tested two months ago... and I was clean. And I'm sure you know I haven't been with anyone since." He offered.
"No I know you haven't so it would be a waste."
He nodded making another note.
"So lubes..." He began, again smirking at me.
I grinned back, trying not to blush but it didn't work.
"I know you've never had an issue with getting wet in the past, but I just don't want that night to be ruined because you're nervous and dry as the Sahara so do you have a particular one you like?" He asked.
I shook my head no... I had never bought one or needed to buy one before. Edward had never failed to stimulate me.
"Okay well then I'll just get a few and I'll let you try them out first and you let me know which one you like best. Then if we need one, you know what you feel comfortable with." He said.
"How would I try it out?" I asked, confused of course. I never felt like more of a virgin before.
"Ummm... maybe with Rose's gift to you..." He suggested. Again I blushed like a mad woman.
"I wasn't really planning on using that thing..."
"Bella, two weeks is long time to go without a release. I strongly recommend you do use it. You could be sexually frustrated that night... and it would make things tense until you come." He explained.
"I just don't understand why we can keep going to each other during those times. I mean really... normal dating couples do that. They go on a date, they kiss, then they try oral, and that eventually leads to sex. So why can't we pretend to be normal?" I asked.
"Bella, please... just give me this. It's only two weeks. If you want... tonight maybe I can show you how to use that little thing." He offered.
"I'm pretty sure I can figure it out." I said, getting a little frustrated.
"Bella, please don't get upset with me... I promise you will be thanking me when this all over."
"Fine... you said you'd show me?" I asked again.
He nodded.
"An what if I need help at any point in the next two weeks?" I asked.
"Um... I guess you could call Rose?"
"But I can't ask you?"
"I just don't think that would be a good idea. But if you're desperate... and you really can't sleep I suppose you could ask me a question. But I draw the line at helping!"
I nodded.
"So was there any other suggestions, requests, or questions you had?" He asked.
"Well this isn't about the sex part, more like the dates, but I was just wondering... are you planning on seeing anyone else over the next two weeks? I mean you said it wasn't good to go that long with out a release." I said stammering my words together like a fool.
"No Bella, you're the only girl that's going to be around until this is all over."
His words set me on fire. Did he mean until our arrangement was over? Or did he mean until we were over? I don't know but I smiled brightly at him. I wanted to make sure he knew how his words touched me.
"Thank you."
He nodded.
"Umm.. I was thinking maybe I could go get that thing and meet you in your bed?" I hedged. I really wanted to touch him, I really wanted him to touch me.
I tried to calmly walk into my bedroom to retrieve my present and then I walked back through the living room noticing that Edward was already gone. I giggled to myself at how he was just as excited as I was. But when I got to his bedroom there was no Edward to be found. I was a little sad. I didn't think I had taken that long to find the stupid thing. I mean I did have to dig through my closet but I really was as quick as I could be.
I decided to look for Edward. I mean it was a fairly large apartment so I could've missed him. I checked the bathroom and then I went back in to the living room and then I checked the kitchen and even the foyer. And there on our little entrance table was a quick note to me from him. Hey, I went to go grab some stuff for you. I'll be back in a few. Don't start with out me. Love, E.
I smiled and went back to his room to get comfortable. I stripped down to a t-shirt and underwear hoping that he would provide me with some foreplay.
A few minutes later I could hear that Edward was back. There was a rustling sound like multiple grocery bags and I got curious. Finally after was seemed like forever he came into the bedroom.
"God you look beautiful just like that." He commented.
"Oh yea?" I asked.
"Yeah, all ready and waiting in my bed. Mhm... perfect. Can I keep you here forever, just like this?" He asked, taking a seat at the edge of the bed.
"Of course you can." I whispered as he slowly removed his shirt. I wasn't sure if he even heard me or not.
He slid in to the bed on his side bringing the bags with him.
"What'd you get?" I asked.
"Some different lubes. I wanted you to have a variety to try." He explained.
"I don't think I'll need any tonight." I said, blushing furiously. He didn't know this but just the smell of his bed could make me dripping.
He smiled wide, leaned down and kissed me hard. Right on the lips. Sure we had kind of talked about before hand, but still there was no usual 'Hey, I'm gonna kiss you... okay?' nonsense. It was awesome and again it set my body on fire. I was excited to have him near me. And I was more excited just thinking about what he was going to do with me.
"Bella, did you get your present?" He asked.
I nodded, blushing furiously again.
"Good can I see it, please?" He asked with the biggest grin I had ever seen on him.
I handed him the box that I had set on the floor next to the bed.
"Ahh... you haven't even opened it yet." He commented.
"Nope." I agreed.
"Can I?" He asked.
"Sure... why not?" I shrugged, trying to cover my face with the comforter.
I heard the destruction of the packaging and then a final pop as it was removed from the plastic holster. Edward seemed like a little kid tearing in to a present on Christmas morning.
"Now Bella do you know how to use one of these?" He asked caressing the seamless metal devices.
"I have an idea... I mean I-I umm... you know." She said nervously.
"You what, Bella?" He asked, pointedly.
"Well... you know, I umm... touched myself that one time." I explained. "And I basically got the job done."
"That one time?" He asked.
"Yeah." I agreed.
"You mean to tell me that, that was the first time these beautiful little fingers have ever ventured down to your pretty pink pussy?" He asked.
"Umm.. Well when you have an Edward Cullen growing up... it doesn't much compare to your own fingers... but I guess I've tried twice before but I eventually just gave up and came to you."
"You know you are really inflating my ego here..." He commented.
"It's the truth though, who has someone who they completely trust growing up... doing all the work for them?"
"You're right. I have been awfully lucky." He said.
"Awe, Edward..." I chided softly.
"Getting back to getting you off now, you think you know how to use this?" He asked, changing the subject.
I nodded.
"Okay well here you go, here's the bag of lubes... I'll be back in what... a half hour?" He asked.
"No wait!" I shouted from the bed.
"What's the matter now?"
"I thought you were going to stay and help me?" I asked.
"Oh so now you want my help?" He countered.
I gave him the best pouty face I could muster. "Please?"
"Fine..." He huffed. Then he jumped on to the bed. I giggled loudly until he crawled up from the foot of the bed stalking me like prey. He crawled right on top of me and again I could feel his length pressing in to my thigh. It drove me wild. I wanted nothing more than to have him take me right there.
He began kissing my neck and right beneath my ear. I shivered in anticipation. "Please..." I murmured unconsciously.
He slipped off my shirt and groaned. The sound of his low husky voice nearly did me in. I didn't think there was any way I could ever manage to get off without him near me. He ignited my body in such a way that I couldn't even begin to explain.
"Bella I should stop..." He murmured in to my breast as kissed the tops of them.
"Why...?" I breathed.
"Because I can't be here to do this for the next two weeks..."
"That's exactly why you shouldn't stop."
"But I have to show you..." He murmured still kissing away.
"Please Edward... I just want you."
"Hang on... just let me show you... then we will. Okay?"
I nodded knowing that he wanted our time together just as much as I did.
He quickly got up and grabbed the bags emptying them on the bed. "Now look through these here and pick one for tonight... I know you don't need one, but we'll still be able to see if it’s comfortable for you."
"Okay." And I started picking up the colorful bottles. Some promising warming, tingling, and an obscene amount of pleasure. Others just jellies and lubes. Some were even scented and flavored. I looked them all through even reading the backs of some.
"So which one is your favorite?" I asked, knowing he must have grabbed his too.
"Hmm?" He asked turning his attention back to me. He had been engrossed with my new toy.
"I asked which one is your favorite." I repeated, gesturing to the humongous pile in front of us.
"Oh that's easy." He said, handing me a Greek looking bottle.
"This is Liquid silk... It's pretty much the most realistic, it won't get tacky on you and it doesn't have an odor. The other I like is Maximus... both are pretty much awesome."
"Oh okay... can we try this one tonight?" I asked, holding up the creamy colored bottle of liquid silk.
He smirked at me and nodded.
"So does it tingle or anything?" I asked.
"No, it doesn't tingle, but it will make your special areas a bit more sensitive." He explained.
"Oh..."
"Don't worry it's really mild." He assured me. He always knew what I was thinking and feeling. I swear the boy had a sixth sense that allowed him to read my mind. I was so afraid that my lady parts were going to get singed off by the intensity of the lotion but he did what he always did and reassured me that nothing of the sort would happen to my precious loins.
"So how do I start this?" I asked.
"What do you mean?"
"How do I umm... begin?" I asked.
"Oh god... Yeah that's right I have to keep telling myself that you've never really done this before." He said. I grimaced. "Okay get in the middle of the bed... except when you do it, it'll probably be your bed. Unless you wanna do it in here which that would just be hot..." He breathed.
"I don't know about that..."
He chuckled. "Well get in the center of the bed." He said and then I scooted into the center of his bed. He sat back on his knees at the foot of the bed. "And then relax. After that just kind of let your mind wander." He suggested.
"Let my mind wander?" I questioned.
"Yeah... you know... think about something that gets you hot."
"Oh..." I breathed and then all of these images flashed before my eyes. All of them were of him in various stages of nakedness.
"What are you thinking about?" He asked in a low, husky voice.
"You." I replied, simply, smiling up at him.
"Bella..." He warned.
"What... it get's me hot... I'm not going to be ashamed of that." I said getting up on my elbows so I could look in to his eyes. Whoa confident Bella... Where the hell did you come from?
"Alright then." He said, smirking at me. "So I guess think about me then..."
"Oh I am..." I said running my tongue over my lips.
"Oh god... Why do you do this to me?" He groaned.
"Mhmmm because I love to see you sweat a little." I answered.
"Alright so now since the oven is sufficiently pre-heated. We can now go about the process of getting the turkey ready for the oven."
"The turkey? Really?"
"Oh shut up its good way of looking at it. Mines like as big as turkey."
"You wish." I giggled.
"Okay so let's um... open up the oven and check the temperature." He suggested.
I quirked an eyebrow at him and he smirked.
"Take your panties off and see if you’re wet." He said.
"Oh... I know I'm wet..." I said in a low voice.
"Bella!"
"Fine." I said reaching down and slowly rolling down my tiny panties.
"Mhmmmmmm." He moaned.
I flung them across the room.
"So now you should check the temperature..." He instructed.
I nodded taking my pointer and middle finger separating my folds and then taking my pointer from my other pointer and drawing it through the center of my slit. My finger was slick, coated in all of my wonderful juices and I held it up to him.
"I think I'm up to temp... chef." I said smirking.
He took my finger in his mouth and quickly sucked it clean.
I cried out... he was too good.
"Mhmm... my favorite dessert." He moaned in my ear.
"I'm glad you like it..."
"I do." He sighed, regaining some sort of composure. "Now that the umm... oven is up to temp you should try to get your hands comfortably down there. Find a position that's good for you." He instructed. I did as I was told, fixing the pillow behind me and laying flat with my head resting on the pillow. "Alright are you set?" He asked after I stopped moving.
"Yeah I think I'm good."
"Okay now, you obviously know how to stroke yourself. But do you know how to finger yourself?" He asked.
I nodded. Hell it can't be that hard... alls you do is stick your fingers in right?
"Okay let me see." He said, his voice even lower and more seductive.
And what did I do? Well I slowly spread my legs for him and inched my hand along my stomach until I hit my very own promise land. He hissed as I made contact, as if I was touching him. I swirled my finger lightly at my entrance and you could hear the wetness slurping. I blushed a little bit at the unladylike noise.
“Don’t blush you are fucking perfect.” He said through gritted teeth. I could tell it was literally taking everything he had in him to not jump on top of me and start thrusting.
I hummed at the sensation. Then I figured I’d just get on with it. I let my pointer slip in, plunging deeply. Obviously it didn’t come anywhere near what Edward’s felt like but it still felt good. I moaned at the feeling and I could hear Edward’s breathing begin to hitch.
On my way out after a few thrusts I added a finger and the shudder that it caused made me cry out.
“Your doing great, but I can show you something.” He offered.
I nodded and removed my fingers, but he tsked.
“Nope I have to use those for right now.”
Then he too my hand and guided me in to my own pleasure haze. He showed me where to push and rub. It was incredible and erotic. He knew exactly what I like from all of the years of practice. It felt amazing and all to soon I was crying out his name at the top of my lungs. I shuddered as I came on my own fingers.
Eventually when I finally opened my eyes Edward was leaning over me looking like a kid in a candy store. He was grinning from ear to ear. And then he did the sexiest thing. He took my fingers from in me where they still rested and pulled them out immediately sucking them clean. I shuddered at the feeling.
“So Bella, I think you have fingering down now.” He commented.
“Muh humm.” I murmured in agreement still trying to collect to myself.
“Next you need to understand the art of toying.” He said seductively.
I gulped and nodded. This was going to be a long night.
He got out his favorite lube, Liquid silk, and spread a little dollop on the tip of the toy. The lube looked like lotion. It smothered over the plastic, while Edward motioned to me to lie back again.
“Now I’m going to let you try it first and if you’re doing it wrong I’ll jump in again.” He said handing me the toy.
I slid it down over my slit relishing in the feel of the cool lotion over my already hyper sensitive clit. I pressed a little and rubbed then I moaned. It was pretty great just swirling it alone, then Edward leaned down and twisted the end of it and it came to life. It was like nothing I had ever felt before. I cried out so loud I figured that our neighbors were going to complain.
“You like that baby?” He asked, huskily.
I just moaned unable to form words. I continued to swirl the device over my sensitive nether area and as the pressure began building again Edward stepped in. I was hoping he would. I needed him more than he knew. Even him just helping made everything a thousand times better.
He swished it through my slit then pressed it against my clit firmly and I cried out loudly. Then he plunged it in me. And again I screamed. For a brief moment I wondered if the neighbors were going to call the cops on us. But like I said that moment was fleeting.
“Baby I need you to pay attention for a minute here.” He said slowing the device.
I nodded and pried my eyes open.
“I going to teach you how to use your G-spot.” He said all calm, cool and collected.
“Kay…” I managed.
“Now when you go in like this…” He said driving the toy back in to my depths. “I want you to stop here. And press it up.” I gasped lightly at the unfamiliar sensation. It almost felt like too much with the vibrations. It had felt so much different with Edward’s fingers.
Then he maneuvered it just a bit and pleasure shot through my body like fireworks. Orgasm after orgasm hit. I’m pretty sure he was talking, but I couldn’t hear him over my own screams let alone the fact that I couldn’t concentrate on anything except the intense amount of pleasure that was coursing through me.
I clutched the sheets afraid that I was suddenly going to start floating away. Then I heard the loudest squishing noise. Like it was almost right in my ear. The pleasure had begun to subside and I started to concentrate on the loud disgusting noise. He was chuckling now.
“What?” I choked out.
“Don’t you hear that?” He asked.
I nodded.
“It’s you.”
“Oh god…” I face palmed.
“Bella that was so fucking hot. God you’re beautiful when you come. Not only do you make the most delicious face but those noises. Ahhh you’re killing me.” He announced.
“Why don’t we do that thing and then go to sleep… I’m pretty exhausted.” I offered.
“We don’t have too.” Edward said, playing down how aroused he was, but I wasn’t going to let him off with that. I wanted to be close to him again. I wanted to see his beautiful ‘O’ face and I definitely wanted to be the one to give it to him.
“I want to.” I said sitting up quickly. I was light headed from the bliss that he had just given me and I fell back a little causing Edward to laugh wholeheartedly.
“Okay, but I going to probably have to hold on to you… since you’re a little out of it.” He suggested.
I nodded in agreement.
He lifted me up and moved me over as he laid down in the center of his bed. I needed him and I went for it kissing him roughly before he could even get situated.
"Jesus Swan can't even give me a second to get settled before you attack me?" He asked as he pulled me back a bit, both of us trying to catch our breath.
"No... I'm a woman who knows what they want. And right now... I want you." I stated confidently. Again my inner self was completely surprised. Holy fuck, you done and grew some cojones there didn't ya?
"Oh yea?" He egged me on.
"Oh yea." I said as I straddled him quickly finding the buckle to his belt and removing it. I flung the strap of leather across the room. It hit the door with a loud thwack and he raised an eyebrow at me. I had never seemed so determined before, I guess. I made quick work of his pants, discarding them off the side of the bed. Then I sexily kissed him all the way down to his boxers while he chuckled lightly. I hooked my fingers in the waist band as he had done so many times to me and pulled them down slowly. I watched, mesmerized, as his cock bounced free. I licked my lips unconsciously staring at it, like it was some kind of prize.
"You know it's not nice to stare." He commented.
"I know but you're just so fucking beautiful... I mean everywhere. It's really not fair." I stated.
"Are you trying to tell me that I have a beautiful cock?" He asked.
I nodded.
He chuckled again, but it turned to a hiss when I quickly took him in my mouth. I wanted to ride him but I also wanted to show him how devoted I was to him. So there bent over on my knees between his thighs I sat sucking on him. And when I felt his hand slowly find purchase in my hair I about came right there. I put my hands to good use. One at the base of him stroking all that I couldn't fit in my mouth and the other softly massaging his sac. I licked the head like a lollipop before his hand let me know that he wanted to be all the way in my mouth. I took him willingly and when he went to pull out a bit I let my teeth graze the underside of his cock... right at that perfect vein. That was his undoing. He tensed in my hand and lips.
"Bella..." He ground out.
I hummed around him trying to spur him on.
"Bella... move I'm gonna come..."
I didn't move an inch... instead I sucked harder and moved my fist that was at the base of his cock furiously. Then I felt him release... his sweet beautiful release. He came hard and powerful and his face contorted in the best way. His nose scrunched up and his eyes were slammed shut. It was erotic to say the least. I kept sucking and cleaning up until his body relaxed all at once. I knew... because I knew Edward that when this happened that he was much too sensitive to touch any longer.
"Fuck... that was hot." He breathed when he finally started to come down from his high.
I giggled in response.
"Who knew a virgin could be such a sexual deviant?" He asked.
"I'm glad you liked it." I said as I curled up next to him. He pulled me even closer into his side kissing me on forehead.
"Thank you..." He breathed. I could tell he wasn't far from falling asleep.
"You're welcome. Good night."
"Good night love."
And there I laid in the arms of the man of my dreams for the next eight hours almost completely sated and certainly more than content to just be sleeping next to him. My last thought before sleep finally took over was that tomorrow was our date. I smiled and rested my head on his chest.
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EPOV
I woke up the next morning more excited than I had ever been. I was going on my first date with Bella. Yeah we had gone on 'dates' before but I was more than determined to make this a real honest to god date. I had planned out everything intensely. Just as I had done for her birthday. And her thank you though unnecessary was more than appreciated. I still couldn't believe she took me in the kitchen. It was so hot. Bella was an amazing woman and that was a given I mean come on. Look at her life. Her mom is a scatterbrain, too busy to ever give her the love and attention she needs and her dad is kind of an unemotional jerk who sits there and strokes his gun because he thinks its something to be the police chief of Forks.
Even though Bella was blind to how inattentive they were I wasn't. Unfortunately for me that meant that Bella loved her family and cherished it when I would give her small gifts that reminded her of them. Like I did for Christmas. Bella had always mentioned that she like her moms Diamond pendant that she wore. And we happened to be in Tiffany's a few days before Christmas doing some last minute shopping mainly for my mom when I saw her bent over the case examining a necklace that looked a hell of a lot like her mom’s... I snagged it from the cashier before Bella could see. And what she didn't know was that I bought her something else from there... and I planned to give it to her soon... but that's for another day.
The day that Bella and I moved away from that place I celebrated because I knew when she was just with me she would be happiest. My parents could see it too which was why she spent the majority of her time at my house growing up. And whenever she was at her house I was with her. It was just a given that we were a package deal. Her parents didn't know what they had in Bella. She is a beauty to say the least but hell she is fiery woman who learns with a passion and has sense of humor that will make you piss your pants. She's got this attitude about life that I admire in so many ways. She just lives in the moment sometimes because regrets do happen and she said when she’s all old and crinkly that she doesn't want to have any of those.
I looked down from where I still laid in my bed and there perched on my chest in a little pool of drool was the loveliest creature I had ever set eyes on. She was so peaceful when she was asleep. I always admired how Bella slept. It enveloped her and she became warm and lucid. It was precious. And on some nights I would get a treat. My beautiful Bella would start talking in her sleep. Mostly mumbles but I knew that what she said when sleep took over was everything she had filtered from me. I knew she didn't filter much but it was kind of nice to know what she did.
For a long time there was nothing... up until about two years ago. That's when she started whimpering, "I love you, Edward." in her sleep. Almost like she was crying it. I never really thought anything of it until last week. Why would she filter something from me that she says to my face daily? Then it dawned on me that the meaning of it might me different. Maybe she loves me, like honestly loves me, like I love her. It was a lot to hope for but I was determined to find out.
She stirred slightly and I could see her beautiful breast poking out from under the sheet. It was sensual watching her move like that under my sheet. Where her perfect body would begin to play peek-a-boo with me. Her sexy hips wriggled a bit until she was in a better position and when she did my body returned it's natural reaction. I was hard in an instant. I should have known better than to lay around and watch her naked body move. I should have known that it would have been too much for me. I didn't want to do anything this morning. I had created my own rules where in my mind the boundary line was going to be drawn at making out. I knew though, that if she felt it or saw it I would be done for. Bella had come in to her sexuality like a hurricane. She was confident in the bedroom and when she didn't like no the answer wasn't no. She could make you beg for it even if you didn't even really want it to begin with. It was incredible.
I tried rolling her off of me without waking her, but when I looked under the blanket all I saw was her gorgeous naked form. It made this whole process much harder... and me. I cringed because what kind of gentleman am I? I sat there ogling her blatantly while she was peacefully asleep. I was such a perv. I tried to roll her again, this time I wrapped her in the sheet, hoping that her body wouldn't escape again.
"Edward..." She mumbled sleepily.
Fuck...
"It's early baby, go back to sleep." I cooed.
"Then what are you doing up?" She asked, sitting up a little.
"I just need to go to the bathroom. Just go back to sleep."
Then I stood, slid on my boxers and tried to walk by her side of the bed without her noticing my massive hardon.
"So you're planning on taking a shower then?" She asked.
Shit... she saw...
"I was... yeah." I answered.
"Come here." She said.
"Bella... No. It's Saturday." I explained.
She shook her head.
"Yes it is... I swear."
"No I shook my head because all you said we couldn't do was sleep together. You never said anything about not touching one another for two weeks." She argued.
"Come on Bella... This isn't right."
"It sure seemed like it felt right last night."
"Ugh... After tonight Isabella Marie we will not be doing this again for two weeks! Okay?" I said seething that could just undermine me like that.
She nodded, her eyes wide like saucers. "I'm sorry... I-I just really... la-la-like our time together." She said, sniffling back tears.
"Don't cry, baby." I said as I crossed the room back to the bed.
"I-I'm sorry..."
I couldn't help myself I kissed the tears streaming down her face. I couldn't take seeing her in pain. "Bella... Please stop crying." I asked lifting her chin.
She hiccupped trying to compose herself and it was the cutest thing I had ever seen. I kissed her right on the lips then. I couldn't help it. I moaned at the softness of her lips.
"If I ask you for just once more are you going to be upset with me?" She asked trying to untangle herself from the sheet.
I shook my head no... because honestly I would never be upset with her wanting to be close to me. I wanted nothing more than to be close to her, but my moral strings tugged because I knew she deserved so much more. I had every intention of giving her all that she deserved but damn it if she wasn't making it near impossible to do it.
"Bella... after this morning you have to promise me... okay?" I pleaded, knowing I wouldn't be able to say no to her.
"I don't wanna agree to that." She said, hesitantly.
"Well if you don't the whole thing is off."
"Edward..." She sighed.
"Bella... I can't do this... I'm trying to be good here. I need to you to be too."
"Fine..." She pouted.
"Thank you."
"I just don't think I can make two weeks without some sort of contact with you. You're taking away everything that I know." She cried softly.
"I know but I think we need this anyways."
"Okay..." She sighed. "After this morning... right?" She asked.
"Yes." I agreed.
"Okay... then can you come back to bed?" She asked.
"Oh I guess..." I feigned dramatically.
I took my time sliding in to our nice warm nest. I relished the feeling of it knowing I wasn't going to have it for three weeks. It was worth it though. If in some way she could see that I love her in a different way than as her best friend... then maybe just maybe she could love me that way too. And if not then maybe she'll change her mind about who she gives herself too. Not that I deserve her. The thought of there being anyone else though... Just made my blood boil. I can't take thinking of my Bella writhing in someone else's arms. It needed to be me.
I kissed her softly as I got in to bed with her. Letting her know in every silent way that I loved her. I wanted to show her that. I wanted to make her feel everything that I felt.
BPOV
The way he kissed me made me feel like I was going to cry. It evoked every emotion in my body and I quivered trying to keep them all tightly behind my well built walls. He kept kissing me like that for what felt like hours. And even though I knew there was going to be a time when we would have to pull away from our languid mouth movements I just basked in the sensation for the time being. I wanted to enjoy everything that he was giving to me. And even though you think he was unwilling... that was not the case.
"Bella..." He whispered against my lips.
"Yea..."
"We have to do this soon..."
I nodded assuming he had things he wanted to get done before our date. I peeled him easily out of his boxers and rolled on top of him. That's when his hands came and rested on my hips... where they fit perfectly. We glided slowly at first while he hissed and I cooed. Then the sensations became all too much for both of us and all too soon we were both crying out each other's names. I collapsed on him panting.
"That... that was so good." I breathed out as I traced his chest.
"Yes it was." He agreed.
"Okay I'm going to go take a shower." I announced.
"Bella hey I have to go out for a bit. But I promise I'll be back in time for our date. Can you be ready for seven?" He asked.
I nodded.
"Okay I'll see you then my sweets... and if you could, could you try to remember that this is a real date?" He asked.
I nodded and he kissed my forehead, got dressed and then left.
After my shower I made a cup of tea as to try to calm my nerves. Then I decided since it was almost two that I should try to tackle my hair. I wanted to look stunning for him. I knew he deserved it. I piled it in loose curls on the top of my head. Three hours later and a few pins my hair was done. My stomach grumbled but I shushed it figuring we would eat when we went out on our date.
I decided to call Alice and ask her what dress I should wear tonight. I figured she would appreciate it. I grabbed my cell from my purse and dialed her number. I hit send and waited. On the third ring she thankfully picked up the phone. "Hey Alice."
"Bella!" She shouted.
"Alice." I mimicked sarcastically.
"So what did I do to finally get a phone call from you?" She asked.
"Well if you must know... Tonight is the first date... and you must've somehow known about the dates because.... umm... you gave me four perfect outfits... so I was wondering which one I was supposed to wear tonight."
"Well I didn't know about the three dates but I assumed as much that he would make you go out with him at least once before hand." She agreed.
"So which one do I wear tonight?" I asked again.
"That's simple... The heart stopper! The red dress and matching shoes." She answered.
"Oh... Why would I do that?"
"Just wear that one Bella... trust me on this. Oh and you'll have a package arriving in about a week." She said, nonchalantly.
"A package?"
"Just some things I felt you couldn't live without."
"Thanks..."
"You're welcome Bella, but I really have to go... Call me tomorrow to let me know how everything went."
"Okay, will do. See ya."
When I was finally through with the phone call I went to my closet to find that dress. I cringed for a moment wondering if maybe it was a bit over the top. I wondered too if we were even going anywhere that would require such formal attire... Edward and I were pretty simple up here... What if he was taking me to the brick and brew? I would look so out of place.
I decided not to worry and put on the dress anyways. I wanted him to think of me as sexy as this dress was definitely going to do the trick. There was no doubt in my mind. (To see the dress as well as the other two outfits please visit my profile.) I strapped on the accompanying heels and headed for the door. As soon as I got to the handle though I heard him. I wanted the way I looked to be a surprise and I had another half hour until he was supposed to pick me up. So I settled on the only thing that could ever calm my nerves. Reading. I grabbed my favorite book off the shelf and relaxed on my bed.
It didn't take long for me to get lost in the book. Wuthering Heights was amazing and always held my attention. So when the knock on the door came I jumped about four feet.
"Come in..." I choked out, scrambling trying to calm myself.
"Hey." He said as he came around the door.
"Hey, I'm all set whenever you are." I said before turning to see him. When I did he stood there with his mouth hanging open.
"Edward?" I said again once I realized I hadn't gotten a response from him.
"Umm... yeah... let me ah... just grab a jacket." He mumbled going to the coat closet in the hall. I slipped on my black wool one over the dress, I was anticipating it to get pretty chilly once the sun set.
Edward looked pretty damn good himself. He was dressed in one of his white button ups with a black tie. He wore black pants and a black jacket too. It all seemed so simple but he looked scrumptious.
Once he had his jacket I headed for the door. "Hey wait a sec." He called.
"Oh okay."
He walked up beside me and took my hand in his. "God you look so beautiful tonight." He said looking in to my eyes. That's right the low neckline and figure hugging dress didn't take his attention from my eyes. I was taken aback.
"Thanks."
"Are you ready?" He asked after a moment.
I nodded and he led us out of our apartment.
The drive wasn't long we ended up at the ritziest place in town to eat. The Daniel Webster Dining Hall. It was certainly upscale to say the least. I kind of expected that he would take me here. We stepped out of his car and Edward handed his keys to the valet. I blushed when the matradée complimented me on how gorgeous I looked and noticed how Edward's grip on hip got tighter.
Once we were seated we started an easy conversation about the past week and we even joked about his notebook and dedication to the project. It was fun and almost felt like we had been 'dating' our whole lives. He held my hand over the table and kissed it occasionally. I couldn't help but appreciate all of the small signs of affection he offered me.
When we finished our meal, we decided to go grab drinks at a bar not far from the restaurant. When we got to the bar Edward ordered us some drinks and then went over to the jukebox and selected a song. He came back to the table before it began playing and took my hand, silently asking me to dance with him. "I've wanted to dance with you all night..." He breathed in to my neck when the familiar beat finally came through the speakers.
I wasn't sure how to respond to him so I just grinned like an idiot.
"You know no woman could ever compare to you." He continued as we swayed together.
"And any man could ever compare to you...?" I asked instantly wondering if i had put myself out there too far.
"Bella you are amazing and I am so happy you let me share this evening with you."
Again I was left speechless. This was Edward trying... he was an unstoppable force when he tried to be sexy. Regular Edward was bad enough but this one was incredible. He knew just what to say and do to sweep me off my feet. Not that it took that much since he was sexy as hell.
He kissed me lightly on the cheek when the song ended and we went back to our booth to enjoy the rest of our drinks. When we finished them we both agreed to go home. the drive home was quiet. He looked like he was thinking. I wasn't sure about what but my suspicions were confirmed when I saw him drag his hand through his messy locks. It was a sure sign that something was bothering Edward Cullen.
We arrived at home and walked hand and hand to our door. Edward opened it, releasing my hand and we both walked inside. That's where everything got a little awkward. I hadn't thought about it before. On a normal date you got brought to your door and possibly kissed good night and that's where it all ended. And if he was really lucky he got brought inside... never in my case. But now he lived here too... how were we supposed to end it?
He answered every thought I had for me. He brought me to my door which was closed and hugged me close.
"Thank you for tonight Isabella... it was wonderful. I can't wait until next week." He whispered.
"I had a great time too."
"I'm glad." He said, smiling.
"Da-Do I ummm... get a... good night...?"
"Kiss?" He finished for me.
I nodded and then so did he.
He held me closer gently pressing his soft lips to mine and this incredible spark shot through me and just like always all too soon he released me and said good night walking off towards his room. I whispered it back, barely audible. He turned and winked at me before he disappeared behind his door.
I opened mine clumsily; shut it behind me and then slouched down the back of it before my ass hit the floor. Edward Cullen had just made me swoon... he affectively swept me off my feet.
Another first for Edward and I… our very first date… and it was beautiful.
And there ladies and gents you have their first real date… yay! Please for the love of god tell me what you think. Mhmmm lots of lemon like goodness with some sweet fluffy fluff!
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