Chapter 5

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Saturday Morning

I woke up to a door being shut.  As I searched around the massive bed for Edward I came up empty.  I peeled one eye open and looked around the room.  There in front of the mirror stood Adonis.   I swear to god I think I died for a few minutes.  He was in nothing more than a fluffy white towel that was slung deliciously low on his hips.  His copper hair was wet and mussed from his shower.  He looked scrumptious.  As much as I wanted to grab him and pull him in to the bed with me I decided to tease him for a moment once I located the item I needed.

I slid out from the covers and grabbed his t-shirt that he wore under his button down off of the floor.  Once I had it I made sure that I scampered loudly back to the bed and then flopped back into the covers. 

“Ah you’re up.”  He commented with his back to me.

“Hopefully not for long.”  I replied, snuggling back in to the pillow top mattress. 

“Oh?”  He questioned.

“Yep, just needed a little something to get me back to sleep.”  I answered and pressing the shirt to my face and inhaling deeply.

"Really?"  He questioned, raising an eyebrow at me. 

"Mhmm."  I nodded and snuggled in to the shirt. 

"Why would you want a piece of cotton when the real thing is right here?"

"Because the real thing got up and left me cold."  I answered, honestly.

"Well I was just showering babe."  He replied, simply.

"Uh huh."  I brushed him off, covering my face in his shirt.

"If you want the real thing, just say the word."  He offered.

I ignored him and reveled in his scent that was permeating through the thin t-shirt.  I cooed at the comfort the scent brought me and tried to tease him a bit. 

"Am I really easily replaced by a t-shirt?"  He asked, sounding upset.

I giggled and rolled over taking the sweet smelling garment with me.

"Baby are you replacing me with some sort of textile fabrication?"  He asked, as I heard his foot falls approach the bed.

I didn't answer again, I just hmmed and hawed as I tossed in the bed. 

"That's not very nice."  He whispered as he knelt beside the bed. 

I just murmured and tried to keep a straight face as I pretended to be asleep.

"Bella..."  He called softly.

"Sleep."  I murmured.

"Isabellllla."  He called again, letting my name roll of his tongue and effectively sending shivers down my spine.

"Muh..."  I mumbled still continuing the teasing.

"That's it."  He muttered, I heard a rustling and then I felt him, all of him.  He was still naked from his shower and had obviously dropped his towel somewhere on the way to the bed.

"Edward...."  I squealed as he pulled me on top of him.  I was still naked from the previous night's activities and I wondered how far all of this would go.  

"Hey you didn't answer me so this is your punishment."

"Oh some punishment."  I said, grinning.  I began to lightly rock against him and he sighed. 

"Bella..."  He warned as he became hard underneath me.  The empowerment his reaction gave me was ridiculous.  I cooed at the feeling of him resting right below where I really wanted him. 

"Please..."  Was all I murmured as he grunted beneath me.

"Not like this..."  He said weakly and then rolled me off of his waist. 

I tried to protest, but he just kissed me, hard.  He shifted himself over me and I could feel his hardness in my thigh.  I wanted him desperately. 

"I need you..."  I whispered against his lips.

"Why don't we try that thing again..."  He suggested shifting himself.

"Mhmm... It was nice, wasn't it?"  I said, biting my lip and remembering yesterday morning. 

He shifted me back on top of him and got us situated and then I began to glide over him.  It was so sensual.  He shifted his hips and began bucking gently.  Every movement he made caused a shot of electricity to go to my center. 

Ungh... Edward..."  I cried out as he put his hands on my hips and started guiding me faster.

"God Bella, you feel so... good."  He panted out. 

We kept up the pace for a good while and I could feel the tension building in my lower stomach.  His legs began to shake and I could feel he was close too.  This was as close as he was going to let us get to actual sex and I was going to enjoy it.  I got lost in the haze of pleasure that overwhelmed me.  Edward's grunting and panting got louder and louder and it was all I could focus on.  His fingers wound tighter around my hips and pushed and pulled me harder.  Then finally it was like glass shattering as I came.  It was powerful and lasted for what felt like forever.  Edward came shortly after and glided me through the aftershocks as I collapsed on his chest. 

"Edward..."  I panted, over and over. 

"Yes beautiful?"  He asked, sounding just as spent. 

"That-that was amazing."  I breathed. 

"It was indeed."  He whispered, brushing my matted hair away from my face.

He pressed a kiss to my forehead and rubbed my back soothingly.  We laid there basking in our post coital glow for some time as our breathing normalized and our heart rates calmed.

"You know you're really beautiful just like this."  He mumbled softly against my hair.

"Like what?"  I questioned, looking up at him.

"Lying naked on my chest."  He replied with a smirk.

"Mhmm I like it too."  I said planting a kiss on his chest. 

We stayed there for another hour just murmuring to one another.  It was really sweet.  Then he finally shifted. 

"Come on love, let's take a shower, I need another one now anyways.... And if you don't get up soon Alice is gonna beat the door down."  He said, smiling. 

Like he had to convince me?  Any time I had the option of showering alone or with him, I would always choose with him.  It was becoming a new trend after yesterday morning.  A new beautiful trend.  I smiled sweetly at him and bounced my way in to the bathroom. 

The hot steam filled the room and we lovingly washed one another.  That's exactly what each gentle stroke of the washcloth conveyed, love.  I let my mind accept that for the weekend instead of chastising myself for the allowing it to fall even deeper in to the cloud.  I promised myself though that it would only be the weekend.  

We dried each other carefully and he sweetly rubbed my entire body down with my cocoa butter cream.  Soft touches that ghosted over my intimate areas and applied attention to the tension filled aching muscles were more than appreciated.  He pulled on lounge pants and another t-shirt.  I settled for a loose pair of jeans and decent top.  

Alice gave us an appraising glare as she looked over us from her perch on the couch.

"What?"  Edward asked her, when he noticed her focus never faltered.

"You need to make things known soon, brother dear.  Your time is coming to an end."  She said, flatly.  I had no idea what the fuck she was talking about, it seemed like a fucking riddle.  As much as I wanted to question her about it I knew with Edward there with me she wouldn't answer truthfully. 

He simply gave her a nod and dished us up some breakfast.  

"Love, would you like some syrup?"  He asked setting a place at Alice's breakfast bar. 

"Sure."  I answered, simply.  Alice gasped in the background and I groaned.  I knew she was going to call him out on it.  It was going to end.  Why couldn't she just let me have this weekend to pretend?

"Something wrong, Sis?"  Edward asked as he dug through her cabinets looking for some syrup for me. 

"Oh nothing really, it's just I never knew anyone who called their best friend 'love'."  She said, using finger quotes.  

She didn't wait around for an explanation; nope she went in to her bedroom to wake Jasper.  Edward stood frozen as he heard the door click behind her.  

"Did you notice?"  He asked, but I barely heard it as it came out as only a whisper. 

"Ye-Yeah..."  I said, quietly.  "I just thought you were shortening 'lovely'.  Don't worry I know you mean nothing by it."  I recovered quickly.     

He didn't say anything to confirm or deny my suspicions so I let it all go.  He handed me my syrup and I ate my breakfast.  After I was finished Rose and Alice asked me to take a walk with them.  I figured Edward would probably like some time with the boys so I agreed.  After a quick peck and a promise to return we were out the door. 

"Why are we going for walk?"  Rose asked.

"Because I'm sick and tired of being cooped up in that condo, okay?"  Alice answered, hastily.

"It's just I thought you were generally opposed to being outside when you didn't have to, especially in the sun, something about how the uv rays will haunt you when you start getting crows feet."  Rose pressed.

"Listen, I needed to talk to Bella, and I wanted you to be there but we have to wait until we get to Central Park.  Now keep walking."  She ordered both of us.

It was about a fifteen-minute walk from Alice's W. 85th & Broadway Condo to Central Park.  I was entirely too confused about what she needed to talk about to pay attention to what her and Rose were chatting about along the walk.  We found a bench and we all took a seat and took in crisp September morning view. 

"Alright Alice, spill."  Rose demanded after a few minutes of silence.

"Fine."  She huffed.

"Bella, I know you are more than content wasting your prime years lusting after my idiot of a brother, but I think you need to move on.  After what I've seen so far, I think you need to do it now.  You're in way too far with him and if you're still too much of a coward to tell him how you feel then find someone else.  You spend every waking moment with the guy, it's a little ridiculous."  She said in a harsh tone. 

"Alice!"  Rose chided.

"No, there will be no 'Alice!' bullshit!  I'm serious!"  Alice shouted, cutting her off. 

"I don't want to Alice, no one will ever be him."  I admitted honestly.

"No shit!  No one will ever be as dumb, blind, or ignorant as him.  I found you a date for tonight.  So I hope you'll take me up on it.  He's a real nice guy and if you don't I'm gonna have to tell Edward myself."  She said.

I must've looked like a fool sitting there with my jaw hanging slack.  "Um... no... Edward is my date for the entire weekend."  I answered, dumbly.

"He said only if you didn't find anyone better, right?"  She asked.

I hesitantly nodded.

"Well then that settles it.  Ry is way better in my opinion.  He'll help you see you're wasting your time.  I just want you to be happy."  She said the last part in a much softer tone. 

"Do I even have a choice?"  I asked groaning.

"Unless you want me to tell Edward for you, no."  She replied, simply.

"Fine, when do I get to meet this guy?"  I asked.

"Tonight.  He'll be at the club we're going to... I want you to give him a chance Bella."  She insisted.  

I was angry and angry tears streamed down my face as I trotted back to the condo.  I didn't wait for them.  I didn't even look over my shoulder.  Nope, I wanted out of there.  I wanted to get away from my so-called sisters.  I ran to up the stairs to her door and pounded until someone finally answered.  I didn't even take the time to look at whom it was, I breezed past them in a blur to my room.  When I finally got the door shut I locked it.

"Bella..."  His velvety voice called from the other side of the large door.  He pounded and pounded, but I wasn't letting him in.  I let the sobs wrack through my body.   

Eventually the tears stopped but the shaking didn't.  "Get ready, we're leaving in an hour."  She yelled from the other side of the door. 

"Why?"  I asked, it came out shaky and broken. 

"Bella, don't test me!  This is for your own good!"  She hollered. 

I relented and slowly dressed in the outfit that she picked out before we went for our walk that morning.  It was a short black skirt with a zipper in the back and a deep purple draping top.   

"Bella..."  His voice faded down the hallway.

"Just a sec, I'll be ready in a minute and then you can have the room."  I said, trying to keep my voice even.

I finished with my hair and light make up.  Then I opened the door only to find him there waiting for me. 

"Sorry I was hogging the room."  I said as I tried to pass him. 

"It's okay babe."  He answered.

"Edward, umm... Alice set me up with a date tonight... I thought you should know."  I said, trying not to look in his eyes.

"Is that why you were crying?"  He asked.

"You heard me?"  I asked.  Of course he heard me, I was wailing like I was dying. 

"Bella, I'm not sure, but I think the entire complex heard you."  He replied dragging me back in to the room.  "Talk to me baby."  He said, as he forced me to sit on the bed. 

"What do you wanna talk about?"  I asked trying to will the tears away. 

"Alice, why is she forcing you to go out with this guy?"  He asked.

"She thinks I need to get out, date around.  She insisted that I'm wasting my prime years... sitting around."  I answered him as truthfully as I saw fit.

"Oh..." 

"I like what... I've got."  I said looking in to his eyes.  "I really don't want anything more.  I have a good life."  I wished he could read my mind, it would make all of this so much easier.

"I think you should tell Alice you don't wanna go."  He said seriously.

"I can't.  She'll ruin something very important to me if I do.  So I have to suck it up for tonight and deal with this guy."  I said, softly.

"Do you want me to talk to her?"  He asked, his voice full of care and concern. 

"NO!"  I shouted.

His eyes were wide at the sharp sound of my voice. 

"I just think I'll do this and then we'll go home tomorrow night and I won't have to deal with her any more.  What's the big deal anyways... it's one night... right?"  I asked.

"Right."  He said softly. 

Saturday Evening

We all rushed around in a fury to look as good as we could for the club scene.  Alice ordered a couple of cabs to pick us up.  The club we were headed to was Jay-Z's club the 40/40.  I wasn't entirely impressed but hell it was my birthday weekend and I was going to live it up. 

She purposefully separated Edward and I by making the boys ride in one cab and us girls in the other.  It was a short drive from her condo only about twenty minutes but that gave her plenty of time to let me know what this guy looked like and that she expected me to be nice to him.  I scowled at her. 

"Why are you being so difficult?"  I asked her before the cab was about to drop us at the curb.

"I'm really not trying to be Bella, I just want you to be happy and I can see what's happening.  I can read it in everything you do.  It's getting deeper, if you don't pull back now you're gonna be broken forever."  She answered. 

"Can't you just let me live my life?  If I'm supposed be broken then can't you just let it happen?"  I asked.

"No... I can't watch it happen.  There needs to be action and tonight will hopefully be the turning point."  She said before she slid out of the car. 

I didn't say anything; I could see she was just trying to be a good friend.  I hurt though, it hurt to watch him walk in to the club-looking like he did.  I knew that the entire process was going to be painful.  My hips weren't going to be available to keep his hands occupied.

"Bella..."  He called softly before we got in line for the club.  Immediately I went to him. 

"Hi..."  I murmured as I clung to his chest.

"You look beautiful tonight baby."  He said softly in my ear.  His breath washed over my neck and sent shivers down my spine. 

"Thanks...You look good too."  I inhaled deeply as his arm rested on my waist.  "And smell good too." 

"You look too good to be meeting so blind date."  He mumbled. 

"Mhmm... You look too good to be at a club on a Saturday night."

"I'm gonna find a dark corner in there to sit.  Once you decide you're through with this whole thing with Alice... come find me.  I don't wanna be here with anyone else."  He said quickly as Alice approached us with a tall blond man in tow.

"Kay."  Was all I got out before she dragged me from his arms.

"Bella this is Riley... Ry for short.  Ry this is Isabella, but she prefers Bella."  She said gesturing in between this boy and I.  I stared at him for a long moment as he took my hand in mine and tried to think he was attractive in some way or even just try to picture myself kissing him and I couldn't.  It was utterly impossible.  Everything about him was a complete turn off because he was a near opposite of Edward.

Where Edward's hair was a beautifully messy copper his was a short blond.  Where Edward's eyes were a piercing green his were a muddy brown and blood shot.  Where Edward was lean and muscular in all the right places he resembled Emmett.  Where Edward was Edward Riley simply was not. 

"Good evening Bella."  He replied as he gave my still a shake. 

It snapped me out of the internal comparison I was making and I shook his hand back.  "Nice to meet you."  I said, back trying not to seem too interested.

"I love this club, have you ever been here before?"  He said, trying to make conversation. 

"No, actually I'm a small town girl, I don't really care for clubs much.  The only reason why I let Alice drag me here tonight is...."  Then I stopped myself not wanting to tell him it was my birthday.  I quickly came up with another reason and spat it out. "Is because she's been bugging me for ages."  Which was true nonetheless.

We finally got ushered in to the posh nightclub.  The boys broke off headed toward the bar and alls I wanted to do was go find Edward and hold on tight.  I had given up on this guy from the start and I wanted him to just leave me alone.  I joined Rose and Alice on a couch in the back and scoped out the dance floor.  The guys joined us a few minutes later with drinks in hand.  Emmett had brought back a margarita for Rose and Jasper got Alice a cosmo.  Edward had my long island ice tea, but before I could take it Riley stepped in front of him offering me a martini.  A martini is not my drink.  I do not drink martinis nor will I ever.  I had to think of a nice way to turn him down.  Edward was grinning from ear to ear after he saw what Riley was offering me.

Instead of me having to tell him gently that I wouldn't be ingesting that garbage, Edward leaned down and whispered in to his ear.  Whatever he said had made Riley turn around and return to the bar.  Edward handed me my drink and I thanked him with a sweet smile.      

Riley came back looking a little sad.  I really didn't think I gave him a reason to be sad, other than maybe the entire time he was gone I was staring at Edward.  

"Just give me a minute to get this over with."  I whispered to Edward.  He responded with a smile and nod. 

"You wanna dance?"  I asked Riley, handing my drink to Edward. 

"Sure, I'd love too."  He replied, grinning and taking my hand to lead me out to the dance floor.  

As we went out to the dance floor I knew Alice was watching me and that I needed to make this all look good.  I wrapped my arms around his neck and danced for a few minutes.  

"Riley..."  I started.

"Yes Bella?"  He answered.

"Ummm...  Can I ask you something?"  

"Sure, go ahead."  He encouraged.

"I don't really feel anything.... ya know?  and I don't wanna waste your time on a Saturday night...."

"It's cool Bella I get it.  Your in to that other guy over there, right?"  He asked.  I was shocked at how obvious it was to even a stranger. 

"He's my best friend... Let's just leave it at that."  I answered curtly.

"I didn't mean to imply anything, Bella.  I just see the way you look at him, it's the same way I look at my friend Vicky, even though they're both too stupid to see it."  He reassured. 

"Yeah... Something like that."  I agreed.

"Listen, Alice wasn't completely honest about why she wanted to do this..."  He offered.

"Oh?"  I asked as the song changed and he spun me around so my back was facing him.  

"Yeah, she thought in some weird way, that him seeing you with another guy... would make him realize what he's loosing."  He explained. 

"I guess her theory makes sense, but I don't ever wanna intentionally hurt him."

"He unintentionally hurts you, right?"  He pressed.

"Sometimes, but it's because I'm fool enough to believe a guy like him could ever love a girl like me."  

"He loves you, oh that I can promise you."  He assured. 

"Yeah but... as a best friend."  I explained. 

"Yeah okay... He looks at you like you're the only woman in the room."  He said as he ground his hips a bit harder.

"I don't think we're talking about the right guy..."  I murmured.

"Bella, I know we are, now why don't we try to give him a show?  Prove that you have options... Give him a chance to squirm a bit..."  He whispered in my ear.  I shivered but not in a good way.  His breath was foreign as it ghosted across my neck. 

"A couple songs... that's it though... I don't wanna hurt him."  I said meekly.

"Okay." He replied as his hands slipped to my his and gripped them tightly. 

He swung me about for a few songs and I had to admit I was enjoying dancing with him, but I really wished that the hands on my hips were Edward's.  Finally the guilt seeped through the alcohol infused environment and I stilled my body.

"Do you mind if we stop now...?"  I asked in a small voice.

"Yeah, no that's fine."  He said as he ran his hand through his short blond locks.

"Thanks."  I offered.

"Thank you... It was nice having a beautiful dance partner for a while." 

"Well I think I'm gonna head back over there now.  Do you wanna come hang out?"  I asked feeling awkward.

His hands fidgeted.  "No I think I'm gonna head out.  Umm... Tell Alice bye and I'll call her in the morning."  He said with a smile. 

I noticed he was looking in the direction of a red head standing at the bar.  "That's her huh?"  I asked.

"Yep." 

"Have fun Ry!"  I said as I gave him a hug.

"You too Bell."  He said as he made a beeline for the bar.

I walked back over to the lounge area where they had all been sitting, but when I got there he was the only one left.  Five empty bottles sat staggered in front of him on the low table.

"Hey you."  I offered as I stepped up the platform.

He lifted his head but didn't acknowledge me. 

"I got rid of him..."  I tried.

"Mhmm.. I see that... Only after you ground your ass at him for an hour."  He spat.

"What's it matter to you?"  I spat right back.  How could he be angry with me?  We aren't together.

"It doesn't I suppose, or it shouldn't."  He answered, taking a long pull off of his sixth. 

"But it does?"  I asked weakly, trying to hold his gaze.

"I don't know...  God Bella... I don't know anything."  He said pulling his hand through his messy hair.

"How about we just forget about all that mess... "  I suggested waving my hand in the direction of the dance floor.

"Bella, why'd you take so long out there?  Did you wanna spend the night with him?"  He asked staring at me. 

"No... Why would you ask that?"

"If you wanna end our arrangement all you have to do is say the word."

I carefully walked over to him and pulled his attention to me with my finger under his chin.  "Edward, that's the furthest thing from what I want to do."

"Doesn't seem like it."  He said still looking at me. 

I knew I needed to fix this quick.  I moved his arms out of his way and straddled his lap, forcing him to be directly eye level with me.  "Now you listen here Dr. Cullen.  I haven't been sure of a hell of a lot of things in my life, but I know that I want you to be my first."  I finished with a kiss.  He didn't object, but his lips weren't as playful as normal. 

"I want to be your first."  He said softly. 

"Good.  Now why don't you tell me where you're taking me for my birthday on Monday night."  I suggested. 

"I have to work... I thought you knew."  He said wrapping an arm around my waist.

"Oh... that's right... you have night shifts this week."  I murmured feeling overwhelmingly disappointed.

"Bella in the nineteen years that you've known me, have I ever once not been there for your birthday?" 

I shook my head no. 

"I'm taking you somewhere you'll love, but it's a surprise."  He whispered. 

"You know I hate surprises."  I reminded him softly.

"I think you'll like what I have planned for you."  He promised, kissing me lightly on the nose.  

Alice showed up not too long after the nose kiss, but before I moved from his lap.  She scared me half to death by tapping lightly on my shoulder. 

“Where’s Ry?”  She shouted over he music.

“Umm… He said he had to go… some place better to be, I guess.”  I lied.  I wondered for a moment if she could tell if she could tell that I was lying.

“Did he go over to the bar?”  She asked… strangely.

I nodded.

“Good.”  She said, smiling wickedly.  “At least someone got some benefit out of tonight.”  She muttered before she left to find Jasper.   

The evening went smoothly after that.  Edward seemed to relax after I had assured him that I didn't need anyone else to be happy.  I didn't need anyone else to be apart of my life.  I loved him fully and there would come a day where I could confess that to him.  I knew it.  I finally was able to drag him out on to the dance floor.  His hands went immediately to my hips and god they felt good there.  His grip was tight tonight, letting me know subtly that he was not going anywhere.  We ground seductively into one another for what felt like hours.  With a fresh sheen on both of us we finally decided that we'd have one more dance and then head home.  He pressed his hips firmly against my ass and I felt his arousal through my thin skirt as it pressed in to my ass.  

I moaned unconsciously and he pressed a bit harder. 

"Do you feel what you do to me Isabella?"  He whispered in to my ear. 

I nodded with out turning around, assuming my face was beet red. 

"I'm gonna make you regret the hour you spent with that asshole earlier."  He said clearly. 

"I already do."  I murmured. 

"I wanna make you wish it never happened.  Remind you of what you have at home."  He breathed as his hips continued to get rougher.  The sensation felt so good.  

"I'll never forget, I promise."  I assured.  

"Let's go home Bella."  He said pulling away a bit as the song ended.  

I nodded and followed him as he found the exit. 

We didn't even take the time to find our friends before we left, he just instructed me to send them a text on the cab ride home.  On the short ride back to the condo Edward's hand found my thigh and it stayed there for the entire time.  He wanted everyone to know that I was his, for now.  

He rushed me through the lobby to the elevator keeping his hand on the small of my back.  Once we were on the right floor he unlocked the door with the key that Alice had given him.  He indicated he wanted me to go inside by pushing lightly on my back.  Once the door shut I felt a rush.  I wasn't sure if I should be scared or aroused or both.  

"Bella..."  He breathed in my ear.  

I gulped loudly.  

"I need you to know that I'm not here to take care of problems other guys start."  He growled.  

I nodded.

"Is any of this..."  He started as he ran his hand up my thigh to my center, meeting my moist panties. "From him?"

I shook my head.  Oh please... like anyone else could do what you do to me.

"Are you sure Bella?  Because if one drop is because of anyone else, I'll know and I'll stop."  He said as he continued running his palm over my now drenched silk scraps.

"I'm positive..."  I whimpered, pleading with him to know that he's the only one who could make me wet.  

"Good."  He grunted.

Then he lifted the fabric and made direct contact right where I wanted him most.  I mewed loudly and I could hear him chuckle.  

"I don't want any one else here."  He said softly as he massaged me.  

"No ever has or will..."  I promised. 

"What happens if you find someone."  He questioned, stilling his movements.

"It doesn't matter, I won't let them touch me."  I answered, trying my best not to sound too clingy.  

"Good."  He breathed huskily.

He started his ministrations again and I moaned loudly.  "Ugnh..."  I cried out as he increased his tempo.

"Do you think he could ever make you feel this good?  Do you think he knows every twitch and jerk of your body?"  He asked.  

"Na-No"  I said as I stuttered.  

"God Bella you're so wet."  He murmured and I could hear the squishing sound coming from in between my thighs.  For a brief moment I wondered if I should be embarrassed about it, but then he sheathed his long, thick finger in my slit and that thought faded quickly.  He had to catch my with his free arm because my knees gave out from pleasure.  

"Ed-dward."  I cooed as he continued pumping in to me, while cradling me in the nook of his arm.  

"Come for me, love..."  He whispered.  

My body started quaking and spasming.  I felt it burst and I knew his hand was going to be covered.  Stars shot behind my lids and my body trembled, he continued pumping only slowing down a little to help bring me down.  

I whimpered when he took his fingers from me.

"Did you like that?"  He asked, smugly.

I nodded, not being able to find my voice yet.  

He scooped up my legs in his other arm and headed for our bedroom.  "I'm not nearly done with you, yet.  I just don't want anyone interrupting us."  He answered my silent question when he saw my pout.  The door shut behind us and he took a moment to lock it.  He tossed me on to the bed where I bounced from the force I hit it at.  

"I'm sorry..."  I murmured trying to get him to the bed.  

"Sorry for what Bella?"  He asked, seriously. 

"I'm sorry for earlier... with that guy."  I answered. 

"I know you are... Shh.. now this time is mine.  Do you understand?"  

"Yes..."  I answered softly.  I began unzipping my skirt but he grabbed my wrist so fast I couldn't even get it down two teeth.

"I wanna do that."  He said, smiling wryly at me.  

"Okay."  I breathed as I laid there for what felt like hours but in reality was only a few minutes.  

He finally moved and began undressing himself, leaving just his boxer on.  My heart leapt and I wondered if he was just going to take me.  He approached the bed looking at like I was his prey.  His arms pinned mine down at the sides of my head and his body nestled itself lightly on top of me.  He lowered his head to kiss my hungrily.  We made out like horny teenagers for a while then when both of us were burning for fresh oxygen he finally moved his head away and continued feather light kisses down my jaw and neck.  I squirmed beneath him at the sensation.  

"Mhmmm..."I murmured incoherently as his kisses dipped a bit lower.  

"You like when I kiss you Bella?"  He asked, his lips never left my skin.    

"Yes."  I breathed, not caring how much I was giving away.  

He worked his way down eventually peeling off my top and kissing the tops of my breasts after.  "Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?"  He asked, still focusing his attention on my breast. 

"Edward..."  I chided, knowing i looked nothing like what he normally dated.  

He removed his lips from my body and looked at me seriously.  "Isabella Marie!  You look here..."  He said gesturing to my all too small chest.  "These are perfect... your whole body is perfect.  God you're sexy."  He admitted, but I never really took any of it to heart because it was pretty typical for him to admit those things when we were in the heat of the moment.  

His lips found my skin again and his hands snaked around my back and unclasped my bra.  "Gorgeous..."  He said softly as he pulled off the fabric.  There was no blush tonight, which proved to me that he should be the one.  I was not embarrassed in front of him.  I was more comfortable with him than anyone else in the world.  Not to mention that I was in love with him.... But that's beside the point. 

He kissed my stomach sweetly with wet, butterflies all over.  Then he nipped at my pebbed peaks.  I moaned and thrashed on the bed wishing he would just go lower, but his torture was oh so sweet.

"I love your pretty pink nipples. They're always so sweet."  He murmured as he continued his assault on my chest.  

I couldn't do much more than moan in response.  He had captured all of my senses as he pulled my peak through his teeth.  My back arched off the bed, a constant encouragement for him to continue.  He switched nipples and then kissed down my stomach again.  He stopped at my navel, lapping and swirling.  The sensation was unreal.  I had never felt anything like it.  

"God... So good..."  I murmured as his mouth finally went lower.   

He unzipped my skirt with his teeth and I nearly came undone from just watching.  He looked up at me through his thick eye lashes as he bit down on the metal pull and slowly slid it down.  It was one of the sexiest things I'd ever seen.  He slid the material down over my hips.  I shimmied in attempt to help him.  He kept his eyes glued to me the entire time.  His hands ghosts back up my thighs making me feel as though I was on fire. 

"Bella, you are so sexy..."  He murmured as he stopped just at the top of my panties. 

He placed a single kiss there and then hooked his fingers through the sides of them and slowly slid them down my legs. 

"It's like unwrapping the best present ever."  He went on.

I giggled lightly at this comment.

He kissed his way back up this time, eliciting moans and coos as he got closer and closer to where I really needed him most.  He sat in front of my center for a moment just breathing.  He murmured something, but I couldn't concentrate, all I could feel was the way his breath felt cascading across my tender areas. 

Sweet torture. 

"So wet..."  He cooed.

"Always, only for you."  I replied softly.

"That's how I like it."  He growled.

He kissed me softly in the center of my lips.  It was sweet and even that much more arousing. 

"Do you like it when I touch you Isabella?"  He asked in a low tone.

He was staring in to my eyes and I nodded.

"Do you want me to touch you?"  He asked.

"Ye-yes."  I replied quickly. 

"Good."  He said and then ran his index finger through my slit. 

"Ugnh God!"  I cried, as he finally made contact where I needed him. 

"That's right baby..."  He cooed.  Then slipped one finger in me and kept his thumb pressed against my bundle of nerves. 

"Ed-dward..."  I cried out. 

"Uh... I love when you scream my name like that, baby."  He said as he pumped faster in to me. 

The clenching and familiar tingling started to rise in my stomach and he could tell I was close. 

"He'd never know right now, love... He'd never be able tell that you're so close to the edge."  He said as he slipped in a second finger and I started thrusting my hips.  I couldn't control the primal need any longer and when I looked at him for a brief moment wondering if he was upset with it, his lips were turned up in to that panty dropping grin that I know and love.  With that I screamed loudly as I came hard on his fingers.

He kept going a little bit slower as he brought me down from my coital high.  I leaned up to kiss him, wanting to thank him the only way I could.

"You... are... amazing..."  I breathed as I continued to pepper his face with kisses. 

"Thank you..."  He said softly, cupping my face.

"Your turn."  I murmured gathering my strength as I turned him over.  He grinned at me and shook his head, but I wasn't having it.  "I want to."  I insisted tugging on his boxers where his straining erection was trapped. 

"Bella, really you don't need to... I just really like doing that for you."  He tried again, but I already had his boxers off making his cock bounce. 

"Mhmm..."  I hummed as I crawled back up the bed. 

He was grinning from ear to ear now and I knew he was through protesting me.  I kneeled in between his legs and lowered myself down.  I placed a single chaste kiss on the head before I sucked him all in deep in to my mouth.  He hissed in enjoyment and I was pleased. 

"Bella..."  He moaned. 

I wanted him to know that I was sorry and that no man, especially Riley would ever be able to take his place.  I added a hand at the base of his shaft because even though I could deep throat him I still couldn't fit all of him in me.  With that I kept a steady rhythm, until I felt his hand snake through my hair.  I was grateful for the help because it was always so hard to judge what he needed.  He light pressure continued until I was moving at the pace he wanted and sighed.  His moans and sighs really were doing it for me tonight.  I could feel the wetness pooling again.  And then he shuddered in my mouth and that alone made me moan.  He seemed to like the vibration, I went faster and gripped him a bit firmer as I hummed.   I felt him get harder, impossibly harder in my mouth as his shaft began to pulse.  I knew he was close.  He began applying more pressure and I just relaxed and let him take control to get what he so desperately needed.  His pulses got more demanding and then he tried to pull me away but I just gripped him harder. 

"Bella... I'm gonna..." He breathed.

I hummed as loudly as I could and kept the pace he had last set.

"Ugggggggh... Bella..."  He moaned loudly as he exploded in to my mouth.  Another first..

"Mhmm.. Yummm..."  I murmured as I swallowed all of it.  I had never done that and I had been expecting some sort of disgusting experience, but even though it was a bit tart I like it.

"Bella you didn't have to do that..."  He said, still trying to catch his breath. 

"I wanted to."  I reassured. 

"Well thank you for wanting to, it was great."  He said pulling me to his chest. 

"You know that's the first time I've ever done that."  I mumbled in to his chest.  He pulled my face up to his with his finger under my chin.

"Really?"  He asked seriously.

"So many firsts..."  I murmured softly.

"I love them all."  He whispered. 

And we drifted off to sleep, naked again.  I stayed on his chest that night.  It was reassuring that he didn't mind me clinging to him at night. 

A/N There you have Saturday!  Let me have it!  I wanna know what YOU think!  Love you all for reading!  Thanks!