A/N
Wow! Really great response to the first chapter! So here my loves is the second!
BPOV
The clothes started flying. Alice started yelling orders. And eventually they agreed on an outfit. It was fucking gorgeous. I had to hand it to them. They always work their magic. It was a deep blue, almost midnight blue knee length, V neck dress with flowing skirt and tie off to the right hip. (See my profile for a pic.) Have you ever heard the saying the shoes make the outfit. They were a gorgeous dark red peep toe with four straps. But I was so nervous that I would trip and fall in them. After glancing over everything they laid out for me I saw two tiny pieces of blue fabric at the end of the bed.
"Alice what in the hell are these?" I asked gesturing to the pile of lacy scraps.
"They're just underwear Bella." She replied as innocently as possible.
"Yeah... But this is the kind of underwear you wear when you want someone to see them."
"Well isn't that the point? Don't you want him to see them?" Rose asked.
"He already sees mine and if he starts seeing things like this, I'm afraid it'll scare him away." I said.
"Why would it scare him away, Bella?" Alice asked.
"Because we've always been fairly casual about all of that stuff and I don't wanna change now and have him take away everything."
"Bella, what the hell do you mean you've always been fairly casual? You fucking live together. How is that anywhere near casual?" Rose asked getting frustrated.
"Because we talk about it first. Always. We never just started making out with out talking about first, except for the first time. It's always very clear that we're best friends with benefits and nothing more. And we live together because we are best friends." I explained.
"Bella, you guys sleep together every night." Alice offered.
"Yeah... so? We're each others comfort." I replied.
"It sounds more like you guys are a couple than anything else. Didn't he suggest getting a one bedroom anyways?" Rose asked.
"Yeah but that was a long time ago and I'm glad we didn't." I said in a huff.
"Why?" Rose asked.
"Because I would rather have him coming home here than leaving me here home alone all night." I answered honestly.
"Has he ever stayed with any girl all night?" Alice asked seriously. And now that I think about it... no, he's never stayed with anyone all night.
"No, not that I know of."
"Except you, right?" Rose prompted.
"Yeah, but that's-" I tried to continue but Alice cut me off.
"But nothing Bella! He fucking loves you and we all can see it. He probably just doesn't think you see him as anything but his best friend." Alice finished.
"Well I hope this dress changes his mind." I said, smiling.
"I think it will and I think you need to wear these to really push him over the edge." Rose said flinging the sad excuse for underwear at me.
"Fine, but I'm telling you guys, he going to just think this is weird."
"No he won't!" Rose said getting annoyed at me.
"How can you be so sure?" I asked.
"Because he's a man Bella and you're gonna look fucking smoking in all this." Rose answered.
"If you say so."
"We both do. Now go change!" Alice added, ordering me to the bathroom.
When I putting everything on I took a step back to take it all in. Rose had styled my hair in soft flowing curls that framed my face. Alice had done an amazing job on make up. She painted me up in just enough to still keep it subtle but accentuate all of my features. Just a little mascara, eye liner, lip stick and blush. Even though I felt like I wouldn't need any blush this evening since I was sure my natural one would be making it's own appearance. The dress fitted my frame perfectly. It did a great job of accenting all of small curves. And the heels were incredible. I didn't even feel unsteady in them.
I stepped out of the bathroom and back in to my bedroom and I swear they both looked like they had had strokes. They just stood there with their mouths gaping. I laughed at their expressions and then I realized that maybe it was something I did that they were gaping at. "Oh shit, you guys. Did I rip my dress or something?" I asked getting nervous.
"No Bella you look fucking hot!" Rose said trying to gather herself.
"Really?" I asked. I mean I know they do good work, and I thought I looked pretty good, but fucking hot is nice too!
"Oh my god Bella! He's not going to know what to do with himself." Alice added.
I just smirked.
"He's gonna be sporting wood all night!" Rose commented while motioning for me to twirl.
"Please tell me you put on everything." Alice commanded, meaning the lacy lingerie.
"Yes Alice I put on everything." I said giggling.
"What time will he be here?" Rose asked looking at her watch. I glanced at my alarm clock and it read three fifty eight. He was supposed to be home around six.
"Six... only two hours now. Lets hope I don't ruin anything." I said grimacing.
"Don't worry Bella I know everything will be fine." There goes Alice with her fucking confidence and all.
"Thank you guys so much!"
"Anytime Bella! I missed this!" Rose said, smiling. "I expect a phone call tomorrow detailing the entire evening." She continued.
"Oh I will!"
"Hey me too! Jesus I bought the clothes!" Alice said pouting.
"How about a three-way?" I said and instantly laughed.
"Yeah phone call since I don't want to be able to compare notes with my brother." Alice joked back.
"Alright guys tomorrow then! I promise."
We said our goodbyes and they left. I rushed back in to set the mood in the apartment. I set the table with fancy linens and used our good china that Esme had insisted we take. I set wine glasses and our good silverware. Then I got out a few candles and even set two on our table. I put the lasagna in to finish cooking and made a quick salad.
I was rushing around like a mad woman trying to make sure everything was perfect. Once I finally felt like I could relax I glanced at the clock again, damn five-forty seven. Well I was almost glad in some ways because I knew he would be here soon and I could get this whole show on the road. Just as I said that I heard him whistling beyond the door. He always did this right before he dug out his keys and opened the door. I quickly lit all of the candles and dimmed the lights.
I decided to make myself look busy by checking on our entree. I knew I needed to sprinkle on the cheese soon and let it brown so I was actually checking on it for a reason. I heard the door open and then close and I was holding my breath waiting for his reaction.
"Hey honey, I'm home." He said from the foyer. It was our little joke since he had noticed we acted like a married couple too.
"Hey Edward, I'm in the kitchen." I shouted to him while fussing with his favorite.
"Oh goodie, you know that's just where I like you." He said coming down the hallway.
"Don't I know.” I said in as sultry voice as I could muster.
"Oh wow...” He said taking it all in. "Oh god, do you have a date tonight?" He asked sounding really offended.
"Yeah stud!" I answered batting my eyes at him. God he looked good. He was dressed in his black slacks and a white button down. His tie was in his hand and he had unbuttoned a few of his top buttons. His chest hair was just peeking out and god he looked scrumptious. His hair was disheveled as ever, he had been running his hands through it from the stresses of the day most likely. I wanted to run my hands through it while I screamed out his name.
"Oh well let me just grab a shower.... and I guess I'll just... um... make myself scarce. I'm so sorry." He said sounding sad.
"Edward!"
"What?"
"Don't you wanna know who it is?" I asked pouting my lips at him.
"Oh... yeah... I guess. Whose the lucky guy?"
"You, big boy." I said walking over and wrapping my arms around him.
"Oh really?" He said sounding much happier.
"Yeah, I even made lasagna." I said proudly.
"Good god Swan! Don't joke! Are you serious?" He asked getting very excited.
"Oh yes, I'm so serious! I spent most of the morning pulling it together!"
"Well what did I do to deserve this wonderful surprise?" He asked looking baffled.
"It's just for being you. I thought we could have a nice sit down dinner together."
"Thank you... I guess." He said chuckling. Then his eyes bugged out when he took in all the candles and then he looked back at me and pulled me away slightly taking in my dress and then my shoes. I watched as his eyes fluttered back to my chest.
"Holy Christ Bella, what the hell is all of this?" He asked.
"Well the girls came to play Bella Barbie and I figured since I was all dressed up it was only appropriate to dress up the dining room too." I lied.
"Well it's all beautiful. And you, you are stunning. God you look incredible." He said staring intently into my eyes. I blushed fiercely and tried to turn away from him but he lifted my face with his finger. "I mean it Bella, you look so beautiful tonight." He said with enthusiasm.
"Thanks." I said, scoffing. "I have to check on the lasagna, you wanna wash up real quick?"
"Sure I'll be right out."
He was back before I could even miss him. I poured him a glass of wine to sip on while I dished up the salads. He just kept smirking at me while I worked away, plopping a few cherry tomatoes in each bowl. I slathered on some dressing and then ushered him over to the table. He poured me a glass in return. "Thanks." I said, smiling.
"It's the least I could do for all of this." He said gesturing to the fancy table linens and candles.
We spoke casually about our days. I lied slightly telling him that his sister and sister in law ambushed me. He asked me repeatedly about the urge to make him his favorite but I didn't budge. I figured it would be best to wait until it was actually in front of him. Edward finished his first glass of wine and I quickly refilled it hoping the liquid would loosen him up a bit.
Once we finished our salads he cleared the bowls and I served our main course. I refilled my glass then too hoping it would bring me a bit of much needed courage. He moaned taking his first bite and I felt my sheer panties dampen. I watched as his tongue darted out to lap up my homemade sauce from the corner of his mouth. Oh god his wonderful tongue... I could almost feel it running along my sopping folds.
I cleared my throat, trying to get his attention and clear my mind of those thoughts at the same time.
"Bella this is so fucking delicious! Thank you so much sweetie." He said earnestly, taking another heaping bite.
"Good, I'm glad you like it. I was hoping you would." I said nervously.
"Of course I do, I swear you can't make a bad meal."
"Awe thank you."
"You're welcome. It's the truth though!" He said excitedly.
He mowed through his massive portion and we continued to chat easily. After we were finished he helped me clean up. As I finished putting away our leftovers he refreshed our drinks and put on some slow music. I quirked an eyebrow in his direction and he offered me a smirk. God that man could bring me to my knees.
I turned away to hide my blush and then I felt him come up behind me. He wrapped his warm hands around my waist. I felt so at home having him wrapped around me. "My beautiful Bella, will you please dance with me?" He whispered in to my ear. His breath cascaded around my neck and caused me to shiver. I couldn't speak because I knew my voice would break. I took a large swig of my wine and nodded. He turned me in his arms effortlessly and smiled.
We began slow dancing sweetly. His right arm lightly wrapped around my waist while his left was extended leading me through our dance. He was always so smooth and very coordinated. We glided easily about the living room for what felt like hours. It was so romantic. His gaze never wandered from my eyes and I wondered about what Alice and Rose had suggested earlier. That maybe he did feel the same way.
We were fairly silent the entire time, but it wasn't uncomfortable. Eventually he pulled back and placed a chaste kiss on my lips. It wasn't uncommon for Edward to kiss me. Hell we made out on a nearly nightly basis. So I didn't really think anything of it.
"Bella, wait right here. I'm just gonna go change the song." He murmured as he went to the player.
The familiar beat came through the speakers as a raspy voice began to sing. Edward grabbed me back up in his arms but this time his proper slow dancing had disappeared and he wrapped both arms around my waist as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He pulled me close to his chest just before the lyrics began to play.
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
"You know I do...” He whispered in my ear.
“You do what?” I asked searching his eyes.
“I love to watch you sleep. I love to listen to you too.” He said as a small smile played at his lips.
I blushed furiously.
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
“I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have you.” He confessed.
“You’d manage I’m sure. One smile from you and any woman would be more than willing to be at your beck and call.”
He shook his head.
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
The song ended and once again we pulled away from each other. But he didn’t let go of me though; he kept on in hand firmly grasped around mine. He handed me my glass and lead me back to the couch. He sat and patted the seat next to him but I sat a cushion away from him. I wanted to make sure he wanted me as close as I wanted him. He stared at me for a moment and then rolled his eyes. I didn’t know what to say so I just shrugged and then he pulled me on to his lap.
I had the best seat in the house, I said to myself, as I couldn’t help the smile that was plastered to my lips.
“Thank you for tonight.” He said in my ear.
“You’re welcome.” I said softly.
“It’s been far too long since I’ve had dinner and gone dancing with such a stunning young woman.” He continued.
I blushed again.
He brushed the hair off my neck as I sipped my wine. I couldn’t help the shiver that came from his intimate touch. Even though we had been much more intimate this touch was new. I gulped down some more of the red liquid desperately hoping it would make me start the conversation I wanted to have.
His lips grazed just under my ear and I bit my lip to contain my whimper. I could tell he was in the mood. It had been a great night and I wondered if maybe we would do it tonight. Maybe I wouldn’t have to have that conversation.
“Mhmm…” He murmured. “Bella you taste so good. Almost as good as dinner.”
I giggled, I knew it had to be the wine talking. Edward was on his fifth glass and he must have been feeling pretty good.
“Bella, I think I found what I want for dessert.” He stated in a low husky voice.
“Oh?” I asked turning to look at him.
“Mhmm… I think I could go for a little of the special… I think it’s called beautiful Bella.” He said.
I chuckled, my heart sunk. We were going to talk about this. We couldn’t just ever let it happen. He certainly couldn’t. Not even when we were both drunk he couldn’t. It killed me a bit.
“Edward.” I said softly.
“Yes lovely?”
“I have a bit of a confession.” I sighed.
“Oh? What do you need to confess my sweet?”
“I sort of planned tonight.” I said waiting for his reaction.
“Well it’s been great.” He said.
“Good. I’m glad.”
“Was there a reason though?” He asked after taking another sip of his wine.
“Maybe.” I squeaked.
“Bella?” He asked turning me in his arms so that I was facing him.
“I guess I sort of had something I wanted to ask you.”
“Well go ahead.” He encouraged.
“Alright here goes. You know how my birthday is coming up?” I asked.
“Of course.”
“I think I came up with something that you could do for me for it.” I said as confidently as I could.
“Really? Bella that’s fantastic! What is it? I’ll do anything.” Those words rang in my head. I’ll do anything.
“Anything?” I questioned.
“Anything.” He firmly agreed.
“I’d like to um… Well I’d like to have… sa-sa-.” I almost got it out but then he cut me off.
“Isabella, please just tell me what it is. I would love to do anything for you.” He stated, looking in to my eyes.
Well he convinced me so mustered every bit of courage and began again. “I was wondering, that for my birthday, if we could ummm… well if we could sleep together.” I said blurting out the end.
“But Bella we sleep together every night.” He said looking confused. Damn I wanted him to be agreeable not drunk.
I just stared at him hoping he would understand and then his eyes closed tightly and then opened again and almost popped out of his head.
“Oh… you mean… sleep together.” He said softly with emphasis on the word sleep.
I nodded and he gulped. After a few minutes of him not saying anything I felt like I needed to get the hell out of there. I wanted to run in to my room and lock the door behind me.
“I know it’s a lot to ask. I’m sorry. I’m sure you don’t want to.” I said feeling so rejected.
“Bella, it’s not that I don’t. Oh god you have no idea just how much I do.” He said trying to reassure me, but it wasn’t really working. “But that’s a huge thing. And a lot of the time even though two people mean it to be just physical, it’s not.” He finished.
“It’s fine. I knew it was a long shot. Just forget I asked. Okay?” I asked in almost a whisper trying to hold back the tears. I turned from him and attempted to get up but he locked his arms around me.
“It’s not fine Bella. I can see it in your face. I’m not trying to be an asshole here. Jesus give me some fucking credit please.” He said sounding annoyed.
“Yeah… I’ll give your credit.” I said sarcastically.
“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” He asked, now borderline angry.
“Nothing Edward, please just forget it.” I said as the tears rolled down my cheeks.
“Bella, please talk to me.” He said in a softer tone.
“It’s fine, you asked me to wait, I did, and I guess now you don’t want it at all.” I said before I could stop myself.
“What are you talking about?”
“It’s not the first time I asked you Edward.”
“I know but that was different back then. You were a-a… virgin.” He said.
I turned to him, looking him directly in the eyes. “I still am.”
His mouth just hung open as he stared at me. He was reading my eyes to see if I was lying. Then I watched as he digested the fact that I was not lying and that I was indeed still a virgin.
“Never?” He asked incredulously.
“Not even close.” I affirmed.
“Why?” He asked looking really shocked.
“Because a handsome man once told me that it should be with someone I love.” I don’t know if it was the wine or what but I wanted him to try to understand.
“Ooo.” He said dragging out his O. “So is that it now? You think you’re in love with… me?” He asked.
“I love you Edward.” I said firmly, never really answering his question.
“I know you do. And I love you. But Bella I meant that you should be IN love with your first.” He explained.
“Edward can you stop fighting with me on this. Just tell me no if you don’t want to. I promise I’ll understand and I’ll never bring it up again.” I said feeling vulnerable.
He sighed deeply and I tried to get up again, but he wouldn’t let me. I tried squirming out of his grasp, but still I couldn’t.
“Would you just sit still please?” He asked in a huff.
“Sorry.” I said in a small voice.
“Listen, Bella, I want to do this, but I still think you should be in love with your first.” He said and I rolled my eyes. As I was about to say something smart in return he clasped his hand over my mouth. “With that said, I did promise to do anything, so I’m going too. Only if you’re sure, though. I want you to really think about this before hand.” He said gazing at me.
I nodded and smiled. Little did he know just how much I had already thought about it.
“Also, I want you to agree to something for me.” He said.
“What?” I asked with curiosity.
“I know what you deserve Bella. You are such an amazing woman and you deserve so much more than some cheap birthday sex. So if you really want to do this, you have to agree to at least three dates with me first.”
What the hell? Three dates? “Okay… Sure?” I said nervously.
“And I mean real dates Bella, where I pay, pull out your chair, and even kiss you goodnight. I also think that during that time we should sleep apart. I want this experience to be real for you. I want it to be special.”
“You don’t have to go through all of that, though.” I argued getting choked up.
“I won’t do it if you don’t agree Bella. I’m serious. You’re so important to me and I can’t let you have a lousy first time. Please?” He practically begged.
“Alright.” I said with a sigh.
"When do you want to start?" He asked raising an eyebrow.
I smirked.
"I meant the dates, silly." He corrected.
"Ummm... Maybe you could be my birthday date?" I asked sheepishly.
"Bella I would love to be your birthday date, but that won't count as one of our dates."
"Alright, umm... well since we're celebrating my birthday this weekend... ALL weekend might I add. Maybe next Saturday night... The eighteenth?" I asked grinning like a fool.
"Sounds great. I'll pick you up at seven if that's alright with you miss."
"That sounds wonderful." I said softly.
"Good. Now since we're not starting this until next weekend let's go to bed sexy." He said running his hand up my leg.
I giggled and nodded.
He unzipped my dress when I stood from his lap. I let the sleeves slip down over my shoulders and the entire garment pooled at my feet.
I was almost too afraid to turn and see his reaction to my new wardrobe additions. All I heard was a predatorial growl coming from behind me as I stepped out of the fabric. I bit my lip not sure whether to giggle or be scared. I wondered for a moment if he was upset by them. Edward never really dealt well with change.
I was pulled from my thoughts when two strong arms lifted me from the floor. "What are you trying to do to me?" He asked in a very low tone.
I shrugged regaining some confidence.
"God, when did you get these? I've never seen them before."
"Your sisters brought them by earlier." I answered honestly.
"Remind me to thank them tomorrow." He said chuckling.
"So are we skipping the dates?" I asked, almost hopeful.
"Oh hell no. I want to be able to parade you around and show you off while I can."
"Oh...” I said feeling disappointed.
"I think we can work on few other things first." He said offering me that same lopsided, panty-dropping grin. I wondered what he meant by that. Edward and I did explore oral in our past but he had never used his fingers. I never asked why. And I'm not complaining since his tongue could bring me over the edge so well.
He kissed me sweetly as he walked us in to his room. It felt like a dream. His lips were different this time around. It was like I could feel his emotion coming through them. The electricity was igniting every nerve ending in my body. I was beyond turned on; no at this point I was yearning.
"Edward..." I whimpered.
"Yes baby?" He asked in that same husky tone. He laid me softly on the bed. I went to sit up so I could take off my heels.
"No, leave them on. Please?" He about begged with those smoldering eyes.
"Okay...” I said really too sure of what to make of his request. Was Edward in to heels in bed? Oh god... And my panties just got wetter.
"Bella baby, you look so fucking delicious right now." He whispered as he slipped out of his dress slacks.
"Thank you." I said trying to sound sultry.
"Oh god, no thank you. These are fucking amazing." He said gesturing to my new undies.
I giggled at his enthusiasm.
"Bella, I love you." He whispered in to my ear as he hovered over me in just his white button down and boxers.
"I love you too, Edward."
He kissed me again this time with so much more passion than I've ever felt. We didn't talk about things for the first time ever. Everything was slow and purposeful. He let his lips linger on my neck and he caressed my curves. For the first time ever I finally got to unbutton that sexy shirt. I don't know what it was but I couldn't resist Edward in a button down. He let me slip it off of his shoulders and as I did I took the time to run my fingers over his well formed arm muscles. He looked so perfect hovering there in just his black boxer briefs.
His kisses continued down my body. This night he took more time to really explore every inch of my bare skin with his lips and tongue. His hands slowly roamed my sides until they came to rest on my hips. He began to rub soft circles on each; it was incredibly relaxing and erotic. He dived in to my bosom nipping and kissing the tops of each breast while his hands continued their ministrations.
"Oh... Edward." I murmured softly as all of the stimulation was beginning to wind tightly in my stomach.
"Bella, I love how you say my name like that...” He breathed against my chest.
His hands left my hips and slowly glided back up my sides. He palmed each breast as he continued to attack my flesh with his mouth. I felt my nipples harden and I got nervous. I wondered if he would be upset that I was so turned on. Then he ran his fore finger and thumb over my nipples and every coherent thought I had left my brain. Bliss was near and I moaned. I couldn't have stopped myself if I tried. He slipped his hands under me and released the clasp that held the sheer fabric around me. Then he flung the offensive material in the corner like a sling shot. I couldn't help but giggle and he just grinned.
"Do you think some things funny?" He asked staring down in to my eyes.
I tried to hide my smile and I shook my head no.
"Ah... Now you're laughing at me and lying to me. Maybe I should teach you lesson, maybe I should stop and leave you here all hot and bothered."
I shook my head again. "No please don't." I said sounding like I was begging.
"Oh fine...” He whispered in to my hair and began attacking my neck.
He pressed open mouth kisses all down my body, through the valley of my chest and over my stomach, stopping right before where I really needed him. He traced his fingers over the edge sheer netting that met my lower stomach. He lightly placed butterfly kisses all along the same path his finger had just traced.
Then he placed one single kiss right in the center. Just that simple kiss almost made me come undone. My breathing had become panting as I waited in pure anticipation. I felt him smirk against my underwear. I could feel his cockiness coming out. All in all he had every right to be cocky. He was always amazing.
He hitched his fingers in to the sides of my panties and slowly, almost tortuously slow, he slipped them down my legs. He kissed back up my legs. "Oh Bella..." He murmured in to my thigh. The vibrations of his words sent pulses to my pussy. I moaned from contentment. If I could of, I would of have made it so we never left his bed.
Then he saw what I had done earlier. I should say he saw the product of Rose's hair and nails training. She learned to wax back in the day when she worked as stylist. "GOD!" He damn near shouted.
"Is something wrong?" I asked trying to sit up.
"Na-na-no. Bella... you're bare...” He stuttered.
"Yea... another gift from your sisters." I explained.
"God, I'm going to have to send them flowers." He said quickly.
"Why didn't you ever tell me?" I asked.
"Tell you what baby?" He asked furrowing those big brows at me.
"That you liked it bare...” I said trying to sound sexy. I licked my lips for effect.
"Bella, I like it every way, but this way I just get too see how fucking gorgeous you really are."
"Mhmm... You should have told me sooner."
"I'm sorry."
"Just tell me what you like from now on." I encouraged still keeping my voice in a low tone.
He nodded and his eyes drifted back down. I swear he growled, then that beautiful tongue came poking out of his perfect lips. My panting had become more like heaving. I thought my chest was going to explode.
He pressed one kiss right on my lower lips and took in a deep breath. Then drew himself back. He smiled at me and I smiled back giving him my silent permission. That's when he really surprised me. I slid one long finger in to my folds parting me. I hissed at the contact. It felt so good.
"God Bella, you're so wet." He said in a gravely voice.
"Mhmm I am, only for you." I said it with out thinking, but before I could wonder what he was thinking he spoke again.
"Thank god. I don't wanna share you. You're all mine." He whispered.
I grinned hoping he meant that. Then I heard a sucking sound and as I looked up at him my body began to quiver. He was sucking on the finger that had just been in my folds.
"You taste so fucking delicious, Bella."
His finger found it's way back to my heated core. Where it began to assault me in the best way. Not only did he touch my sensitive bud but he grazed my entrance. I was moaning and groaning the entire time. I willed for him to enter me. I wanted it so desperately. I never knew how good it would feel.
Then just as I hoped for him to he plunged one finger in to me and I instantly came. I could feel myself clenching around him. It was such an amazing sensation. I called out his name in a fit of passion as my body went stiff. It was literally the most amazing orgasm of my life. "Oh...my... GOD... tha-that... was fucking incredible." I breathed as I began coming down from my blissful stupor.
"I'm glad you liked it. I knew you would." He said getting cocky again.
He continued pumping in and out. "Isn't it your turn?" I said trying to control a shudder, as I was getting ready for another wave of pleasure to hit.
"No... I'm not done with you yet." He said firmly.
"Ooo Ed-eh-Edwarrrrrd...” I moaned as he turned his finger.
I felt myself start to spiral in to that abyss of bliss again. "Come on baby just let go...” He whispered as his lips found my earlobe.
And I did just that. I couldn't even feel my legs. And I knew my curls long gone. I was wet and my body had developed a sheen from the workout he was giving me.
After moaning a few times from the aftershocks of another incredible orgasm he slowly pulled his fucking amazing finger out and I actually whimpered at the loss.
"Bella you look so beautiful. You're actually glowing." He murmured as he sat up and took a long look at body.
I smiled shyly at him not knowing what to say. Then I sat up and kissed him on the lips. I wanted to say thank you for everything, but I felt like that would cheapen the moment. And I wanted to let my mind keep believing that maybe he really did want to be with me.
I went for the elastic of his boxers in an attempt to push them down, but he stopped me. "Bella, I'm not done with you still!" He said in a serious tone. There was a glint in his eyes and it almost scared me. "I need to clean you up baby."
"Oh god...” I whispered as he pushed me back against the pillows.
"Now listen, my naughty girl. You will lay down and you will enjoy this." OH I liked it when he told me what to do. I felt all tingly again. Then he leaned down and kissed my lips lightly. I craved to taste more of him so I laced my fingers through his hair and wrenched him down to me. I kissed him with all the passion I had in my body. Our tongues danced just like our bodies had earlier. Soft massaging and light sucking caused us both to moan. The connection I felt to him at that moment blew me away. I refused to let go of him for the longest time, not until my lungs burned from lack of oxygen.
When I finally released him I stared in to his eyes while I tried to catch my breath. I was trying to gauge if he could feel the connection too. It looked like he had, but he didn't say anything. I looked at him almost pleading for him to say anything, but instead he just pulled me in to a tight embrace. Maybe that was better than words. He kissed my neck softly and continued to maneuver his hands between us after a few moments.
"Can't we just?" I asked in a barely audible tone hoping he would agree.
"No. Not like this." He said pulling himself from the daze he had been in. "Don't worry it'll be soon and it'll be worth the wait." He said, smirking at me.
I nodded and accepted the fact that he really did have every intent of making that moment perfect. He lowered his head between my thighs and began the familiar pattern that he had always used. But this time his luscious tongue took it's time. Edward wasn't in any kind of rush. He swirled sweetly at my nub and I cooed in return. It felt more like he was loving me than he was trying to get me off. I sat back and savored every moment of it.
Edward swished his tongue about while my chest heaved and I breathed out his name. I knew that this one was going to be powerful. It was building fast and then he entered me with his tongue. I had never felt anything like it and instantly my back arched. He massaged that wonderful spot slowly and that was it. I cried out like never before and I slammed my eyes shut. Behind my lids I saw a bright white light flash. As if my body was a bundle of fireworks continuously exploding. After one faded the next began. This went on for what felt like hours. I lost count after six. I couldn't move if I tried Edward's tongue was too amazing to ever try to leave, so I settled for just lying there withering beneath him.
Eventually one last one hit me and that was all I remember. I wonder if you can pass out from an overdose of pleasure? Well if you can I think I did.
Well there is chapter two ladies and gents! Let me know what you think so far! I'm kinda starting to fall in love with this story.
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